i'M iN lUv. hiDdeN lUv. aLL dEeP iNSidE. uNeXPrEsSabLe. uNdEsiReaBlE. UnfOrgivAbLe fEeLiNgS. a mYstErY fOreVeR..
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01 December 2003

oMG gUeSs wAd? i mEt tHe eLdEr oF tHe "tRiO w/O 1 oSo hEcK"!! hE nW dAMn tAll! tAllEr thAn tHe yOUnGeR bRo lE.. At lEAsT 180+ bAhz? kAoZz.. hE GroW uP liAo~ cAn sEe tHe "MAn" lOoK iN hiM sEh.. dOuBt hE sAw mE lA.. sAw hiM aT pAYa lEbAr mRt.. i wAs lYk.. iZziT izZit hiM?! cAn B sEe wRoNg bAh.. nO mAttEr wAd oSo iSh "u NoE U nOe".. hE sPiKe hAiR siA.. nT AlOt lA.. jUs riTe lOr.. cOoL~! bUd i sTUi pReFeR YoUnGeR oNe.. tAt dAe mEt hiM.. TAll.. nEArlY 180 iF mE nT wRoNg? kAoZz.. hW tHeY GrOw sO mUcH dE loR.. sUpEr dUPeR pRo dE.. hE diN sPiKe hiS hAir As USuAl.. oNli USe lOt loT gEL niA.. kAoZz.. wOndEr hW mAni gErS AfT hiM loR.. [aiYo kE Xi hE oNli hAf *AHeM* iN hiS hEArT.. =D] nV sEe hiM sPiKe b4.. wONdEr lOoK lYk wAd.. sHld B nT bAd dE lA.. mE diN eVEn gO sAe hEllo tOdAe.. sO bAd! hAhAz.. PpL sHy ShY mAh! =P


tOdAe wEnT bUgiS wiF sOoLiN cHeRYl sTellA gLAdiA jAniCe hUiPiNg cLAiRe yiNGxiU.. gO dErE jUs tO tAkE nEopRnT.. wAhAhAx.. QuiTe fUn lA.. toOk 3 tYmS.. oNe wiF dE sEc 2s And tHE oThEr 2 wiF dE sEc 1s.. aLoT cAnT sEe mE sOoLiN GlAdiA.. hAhAx.. BUd fUn jiU hAo! tHen wEnT pAYa lEBAr.. eAt lOnG joHn.. sEc 2s tReAt uS All lEhz! sO gOod dUi mAH? niCe mEAl~! wE wErE tOkiNg bOuT sUm lAmE sTUff.. sUggEsTed bY thAt cHeryL.. gUST tiLL i cAn pUke aRgHz! wAdevEr~ vEh fArNi tHoU.. tHen b4 wE lEfT wE All rAnG dE BeLL.. iMaGiNe 9 pPl gO riNg tHAt bEll? hAhAx.. thEn jiU gO sCh.. sNeAkEd gLAdiA jAniCe iN cUz tHEy wOrE hM cLoTHeS.. aFt thAt wE did 3 tEsTs.. diE ArGhz diFFi siAz! tHEn do liAo jiU hANG aRd.. vEh vEh fUn~! tHen sEc 2s boUgHt loTsA tiBiTs fOr uS.. eAt n eAt.. tOk ToK.. vEh fArNi.. mE wAs tHe jOke oF eM' lA.. HaHaX.. mE dUnNo Y kiP mAkiNg eM' lUff.. vEh fArNi mEhz!? bLEAhZ! hAhAz.. tHen sEc 2s mArK tHe tEsT pApErS.. Aft thAt cAll Us gO tHe d'N't rM oUTsidE dErE.. AiYo sUrE eVAlUatiOn dE.. hAizZ.. wE did dAmN bAdLY lEh.. i jUs pAsSed oNe tEsT.. i wAs tHe wOrSe fOr thAt tEst bAh.. fOr tHe nExT tEsT mE gT 1sT! YaY mE pRo~! bUd oSo pAsSed bY nT mUcH.. tHen thE lAsT tEsT mE gT 2nd! bUd iSh A fAiL lEhz! oNli 1 PpL pAsSed.. sOoLin oR glAdiA bAh? mE gT lYk 49/130? yeP YeP~ lAN bEh lA~ aiYo i fEeL aS iF i lEt thE sEc 2s dOwN AloT loR.. sOri SoRi.. mE wiLL jiAYoU dE.. =D i BeliEf thE oThEr sEc 1s oSo wiLL dO oUr bEsT!

ciNDi sPreAd AnimOsitY @ 23:21 wiF U

hEY bLoG~ i ReLi vEh sAd bLoG.. i cAnT stANd it AnimOrE.. i cAnT bEAr tO.. mY mUm tRAnsFeRrEd mY siS tO wEsT viEw pRiMAry. wHicH iSh jUs A fEw mEtReS wAlK AwAy fRm mY bUkiT pAnjAnG hSe.. whiCh meAnS.. i wiLL nT b AbLe tO gO tO mY bEdoK hSe AgN.. i rELi vEh sAd.. i wUn bE AbLe tO sEe mY AuNtiE. coUsiN. gRAnmA.. i cAnT bEAr loR.. iTs lYk mY liFe hAviNg A mAkEovEr.. eVerYtHinG chAnGes. wE wEnT tO lOoK fOr A mAid Ytd.. cUz mY siS nOoNe lOok AfT mAhz.. wHiLe cHoOsinG mY mOm cRiEd lEHz.. nOe sHe oSo cAnT bEAr tO hAf A mAid tO lOok AfT mY siS dE.. iTz dAnGeRoUs nO mAtTeR wAd riTe? wHeN i sAW sUrvivOr.. rEuNitiN wiF tHeiR fAMiLieS.. i jUs cRiEd loR.. oUr LiFe nW iSh lYk.. U dO uR oWn sTUff i dO mY OwN sTuFF. rELi loR.. i cAnT sEe eM' mOrE thAn 5 hRs pEr dAe lE.. nXt YeAr wUld bE wOrSe.. i cAnT evEn sEe mY rElAtivEs.. All oF eM liVe puNnGol sEnGkAnG.. And onCe A fEw wKs tHey wiLL viSit uS At bEdOk.. nXt yR i wUn eVEn bE gg tHeRe.. And sT. ****** iSh lYk.. fAr eNuFf lE bAh? i Am loNeLy eNuFF lE loR.. LikEdAt.. i rELi wiLL diE onE.. nXt yR.. iT'll bE lYk.. gO sCh thEn gO bAc bUkiT pAngjAnG.. fRm sCh gO bAc 2 hR+ lEhzZ.. i rEAcH hOmE oSo oNLi dE mAid niA.. wAddE? thEn mY siS ABt 7 tHeN cOmE bAc.. mOm And dAd bOUt 8.. rEAcH hM eAt diNNeR.. dO hW.. sLp liAo.. liFe iSh nT oNLi jUs AbT tHis lOr.. i hOpe mY mOm uNdErStAnd wAd i M fEElinG nW.. bUd i OsO nOe iTz iMpoSsiBle tO rEtUrN tO noRmAL moDe lE.. tOo mUcH chAnGeS hAs bEeN mAdE. i fEel sO loNeLy And ALoNe.. nXt yR i WiLL gO BAc hM tO bUkiT pAnjAnG.. iTz tiRinG. EvEr tRiEd tAkinG bUs fOr 70+ sToPs? iT'll mAKe yA fEel lYk pUkinG evEn. tHe fiRz fEw sToPs ArE uSUAllY w/o PpL.. vEh sCAri And siAnZz. i TriEd tAkinG oNcE onLi And i dUN evEn wAnnA tAkE AgN liAo. HEy miNd U.. iTz 70 sToPs lEhZ.. i'M tiRed oF tHiS liFe.. i dUN wAn U tO chAnGE mY liFe! i wAn mY LiFe BAc! i wAn iT bAc! i wAn.. A hAPi fAmiLy. owAYs tOgEtHer. i wAn tHAt..


*dAn piAn piAn fEnG jiAn JiAN bA jU Li cHUi dE hAo YuAn*

tHe wiNd hAs bLowN U AwaY.. i diN wAn tO tHinK mUch ABt iT.. i JuS wiSh U wErE riTe hEre. bUd. i cAnT sEeM tO rEAcH U.. nO mAttEr wAd i tRiEd iSh uSeLeSs. i dUn wAn tO trY AniMoRe..

cAn Ya rEmEmBEr tHe "huG HuG" tHinGY? i tHinK iT hAs lOsT iTz mEAninG.. iTz sO idOiTiC. i dUn wAnnA bE An idOiT dOinG iT bY mYsElF AniMoRe..

i'M sOri.. =(

*hUg HuG* hAhAx.. i sTUi cANt fOrgEt iT.. =D i tHinK i sTUi wAn tO b An idOiT..~

ciNDi sPreAd AnimOsitY @ 09:18 wiF U

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