11 January 2004

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JuS saId i dIn WaNna BLoG a FeW daEs aGo.. bUd hERe i M aGn.. SoRi. i WaS ReLi FoRcEd To.. i FeLt tHaT iF i DiN BLoG.. i WuLd rELi Go cRaZi aNd nW i rELi dUnnO WaD i ShLd dO.. i M So dIsApPoiNtEd wIf mY FaMiLY.. i M jUs So daMn DeVaSTaTed. i WanT To GiF uP. i wAn To LeT Go. i CuLdnT ToLeRaTe tHiS KinDa LiFe aNiMoRe. i WaN oUt!!

mY PaReNtS jUs WuLdnT tRuSt mE tO dO aNitHinG bY mYsELf. thEy tHinK i M jUs a Kid. i aDMiT i M. BuD whY caNt tHeY puT abIt oF tRusT iN mE. aNd PLs dUn TreaT mE LyK i HaF thE Mind oF a 3 yR oLd. i M SaYinG pLs CuZ i M jUs sO FuCkinGLY PIsSeD. TrEaT mE ThE WaY i sHuLd bE TreaTEd. PLS.

tHEY AsKeD mE tO tUToR mY sIs FoR MaTh. tHiS WaY i cULd GeT mYsELf sUm xTRa caSh ToO. EaRn sUm BucKz! hU wULdnT WaN tO? BuD i SaId i RaThEr sPeNd thE tYm oN StUdYinG iNsTeaD.. cUz i FinaLLY dEcIdED tO pIa.. tHeY RePLiEd bY SaYinG "tHeN Y i dUn eVEn sEe YoU sTudYinG? u sIt iNfRoNt oF tHe cOm tHE wHoLe DaE." i aDmIt i WaS a CoM adDicT.. tHaT tYm. nW i ReLi WaN tO sTuDy Le.. bUd hW thEY rEpLieD ReLi HiT mE. I PIa iS PaRtLy cUz oF eM' oSHo! aNd tHeY ReLi HuRt mE aLoT LoR.. i M ReLi SaD. aRgHz~!

i WanTEd tO Go To tHe bEaCh tOdaE. WaNtEd sUm fReSh aIr aNd To ReLaC. i aSkEd eM'. thEy ToLd mE tO Go SuRF inTeRnEt iNsTeaD. WaDdE fUcK? I M daRn dIsSaPpOinTEd LoR! i CaRn BeLiEf WaD iS HaPpEninG! ThEsE daEs i wUn eVeN cRy cUz oF aNitHinG.. tHe oNLi FeW tYmS i tEaREd iS CuZ oF tHeM.. ThEY LeT mE doWn.. i aDMiT i LeT eM' dOwN bEFoRe oSho.. bUd theY ReWaRdEd mE wIf a BaD sCoLdinG oReadI.. tHeY LeT Me dOwn.. wAd caN i dO? sCoLd eM aR? i wILL dIe a TeRRiBLe dEaTh MaN! WaDdE fUcK iS tHis WoRLd cUmiNG iNtO?

PaReNtS cOmPaRed nW aNd tHe PaSt. cHeEBYe LoR. ItS lYk.. sO So DaMn dIfF? ThEy jUs dUn tHinK tHeY WaY wE dO. tHiS WoRLd iS sO uNFaiR! i WaN oUt!! help helP heLP hELP HELP!

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^ciNdi^ 14 yrs of age, presently skoolin in ^DhS^ ^2b^. we kick ass in dere, a whole whale of fun. rawking in ^gUidEs^ ^PAtrOl 4^, enjoyin myself.

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